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missi’s first gang bang

Well…i’m at work *groan* and thought it time i posted about the events of last night…considering i’m not going to be able to concentrate for the rest of the day until i mentally spit everything out.
So as you all are aware, my beloved followers…last night was the night of my first gang bang. For all who follow both mine and my Master’s blog…you’ll be aware that this has been planned for some time.

I woke yesterday alittle late…i’d slept in and had rushed around frantically to pack my outfit for last night (though i forgot socks and had to text Sire through the day and ask Him to put them into the bag for me…in which He subsequently found my not yet unpacked stash of clothes but that is a whole different story…) Once that was done it was off to work to try and concentrate for the day, which at times i found incredibly easy and other times extremely difficult.

i managed to leave work early to ensure that i was home as quickly as possible, as we had an hour and a half drive to reach our destination. my nerves kicked in as i drove into the car park of our building and saw Sire standing there with the bag. i parked and we got into Sire’s car and headed off.

Sire’s stereo in His car unfortunately died yesterday so the trip up was filled with some extremely pleasant conversation about house slaves and what not. It passed the time quickly which helped my nerves alittle. We stopped for dinner at McDonalds as it was convenient (and with my low blood pressure i’d need dinner beforehand) and we continued our discussion despite our surroundings. Then back in the car and off we went again.

As the estimated arrival time drew closer and closer on the GPS i hit the point where my mind goes blank: no worries, no nerves, and no real emotion.  i decided to get dressed around 15 minutes before we arrived. Since we were in an area that no one would really know me i had decided to dress in my slave attire but alittle done up. So out came the black mini skirt, the biker style black knee boots, off the shoulder black undershirt and my underbust corset. My make up was basic foundation with, mascara and the tiniest bit of blush. i wore my fringe out and my hair in a high ponytail, so i could show off my collar. Sire had a chuckle that He should have bought some vodka for me to have a drink or two. i told Him i didn’t want one. My Master had gone through alot of trouble to organise this and since He had put in so much effort, for me it defeated the purpose to have a few drinks and potentially not remember the encounter at all.

We arrived in the area and parked the car, i put on my tiny little jacket and off we went to find the club. i was absolutely ecstatic when we got there and kitten was already there waiting for me. i’d been so happy when she had decided to come and share this experience with us both by watching.  I loved that she was there for moral support. We stood around and chatted for a while, had a chuckle at a guy who appeared lost before Sire went and pressed the buzzer and we headed up.

Now Sire had explained our…relationship (me being a sub) to the owner (it was held at a swingers club) which made me alot more comfortable with being able to wear what i wanted. He gave me a rather broad smile when we arrived and we headed upstairs to the bar area to settle in. We were the first ones there and the owner began to explain the process abit as Sire and kitten got a drink before we sat down. The guys began to turn up one by one until there where ten in total and two other couples. i felt alittle like i was on display sitting beside Sire and knew that most of them were keeping their distance due to His presence.

The prude from one of the other couples had a whinge that she couldn’t go home smelling of smoke so Sire and kitten went out to the back pool room to have theirs. Sire whispered to me as He left to let Him know how long it took til i had company. No sooner had they left that kitten’s space was filled by a young guy who appeared quite nervous. He introduced himself and began chatting quite nervously that he’d never been to one of these sorts of things before and wanted to know if i had. Poor little thing turned out to be the youngest one there…a few months younger than me. It was actually quite funny, i could tell he wanted to ask about the collar but wasn’t sure how.

As Sire and kitten came back into the room another guy joined us. The room has kind of divided into three different groups. The other couple (with the prude) was at the bar with a rather attractive young guy, our little group on the far side and directly opposite all the other guys were sitting and chatting away. i had cheekily angled my legs so that they could see up my skirt. At one point i got up to get a drink and the manager asked me if i was the one that had wanted to be tied up. i said yes. Needless to say that the conversation at the bar at that point stopped pretty quickly. i said yes and said He’d need to speak to Sire. Turned out Sire had left the rope in the car so no rope art :( oh well

 The manager called that we’d be heading downstairs to the room in 10 minutes and could all the single guys please head downstairs and shower if they hadn’t already done so that evening. They all filed out down the stairs, leaving us and the other couple (the third couple, the regulars where out the back playing pool) to talk to the manager.

He explained that all the guys were generally really respectful. That if there was anything we weren’t willing to do just say no, or turn away to indicate that it was a no no. Apart from that, the lockers were downstairs, go and get ready and have fun.  The five of us (kitten was staying very close to us as this was her first experience at a club like this) headed downstairs to the lockers. Some of the guys were still in the shower…some of them were stripping in the locker room and some of them had already headed out back to the padded room where the gang bang was going to be held.

i undressed, boots and socks first, skirt and then pulled my undershirt out from beneath my corset. i had already decided that my corset and my collar would be staying on throughout the gang bang, though i did make a point of asking Sire to tell the gentleman present that it was not to be pulled or grabbed. A few of the guys had a good look while i waited for Sire to undress before we headed out into the back room.

John explained that they usually get the partners to start together and then when their ready they can separate and the guys can have a go. At that point my nerves kicked in. i’d never done anything like this completely sober and was completely aware of all the eyes that were looking at me (something i normally would have been blind to) as Sire gripped me ass and pulled me to Him. He began to kiss me hungrily, nibbling my lip, then my neck before moving His head down to my exposed breasts and sinking His teeth in.

My Master can play me like a fiddle and within a minute had me moaning as i was nudged down to the floor, leaning on the runner cushion that run along the wall as He kissed, sucked bit and fondled me. Once Sire was satisfied that i was ready He stood up and left me there. It took about thirty seconds til i had a guy on either side of me, their lips and tongues brushing my nipples as they squeezed my breasts, one of them quickly sending his hand down to my already wet clit. It wasn’t long before i was moaning again and it quickly became apparent that i was the ‘moaner’ of the evening. The prude didn’t have much on me in either quality or volume where moaning was concerned.  After a while they stopped and where replaced by two other guys. It quickly became apparent to me that they were being told to rotate. Then, after what seemed like forever of being tormented with fingers and mouths, one guy got between my legs and slid into me. As he began to find his rhythm my moans grew alittle. He didn’t stay long before the call to move on came.

Another guy was quickly between my legs then and i quickly found myself staring up at the shadow forms of three guys. One gripping my legs as he fucked me, and one on either side, my hands on both their cocks as i was fucked. This was a pattern that formed for a while, my hands on cocks, playing with them while i had a guy between my legs. The dynamics between the different guys was amazing. Some were so wonderfully rough, others were oddly gently. i soon stopped looking at faces and just started looking at cocks.

When some started coming back for seconds i began to tell they had been around before by their size and rhythm, the way they handled my body. i think i had taken each guy at least once on my back before, alittle longer after what i had expected i was asked if i wanted to flip and get on my hands and knees. This i did and quickly found myself in a position i really liked. This guy laced his fingers through my hair and forced me face down on the floor, my ass in the air. He held me like this, his fingers using my corset lacing as leverage as he proceeded to fuck me. He wasn’t very thick but my god he was long and each stroke was so deep.

It wasn’t long however before it was rotation time and the gentleman i named ‘the energiser bunny’ afterwards (for reasons i’ll explain throughout the post) came around. Now this had been the gentleman who had been deep in conversation with the other couple at the bad and i thought she had been his main interest. i will give him that for a young guy he knew what he was doing. He stayed with me for a few minutes before moving on to let the next guy have a go. At this point i actually got a few slaps on the ass, which made me all but yelp. Was totally unexpected.

Lol…now at this point i’m not sure how long this had been going for, i’d imagine a while…and to my complete and utter frustration i hadn’t been able to orgasm once. Not a single time. Two reasons for this. So far only one male in the room (Sire hadn’t had a turn with me yet, He was waiting til last) who had had a round with me had got me even close, the other was without Sire being there at the precise moment i needed the ok i simply wasn’t able to. Each time i got close, without His verbal command of ‘yes’ that so wonderfully rolls off His tongue, i simply couldn’t! And what was even worse is i couldn’t fucking find Him! My eyes were continually searching the room but He was nowhere in sight (to my limited sight anyway) So, ultimately, my orgasm was continually building, though i’m sure each male in the room thought i had orgasmed multiple times by the noise i was making….silly boys.

Energiser bunny came back and sat to my left, and began to play with himself right infront of me! Now as Sire mentioned in one of His posts the other day, watching a guy masturbate drives me wild. Up until that point i had been unable to actually see any of the many men around the room doing this. But he came and sat right infront of me and did it.  My noise level instantly increased. He looked at me and told me to make him hard. My hand was instantly there (despite him already being clearly hard) and i began to stroke his hard cock as he played as well. This, combined with the guy pounding into me behind was ecstasy.

As the guy behind me moved on, energiser bunny asked if i wanted to get on top. My brain was along the lines of ‘you just jacked off infront of me, do i ever?!’ and i promptly threw a leg over and straddled him. Now there is a beauty to wearing a corset when having sex with the girl ontop. i find i can get a better and deeper rhythm when i am ontop of a guy with one on as well as making me feel fantastic about how i look. i rode the energiser bunny until he gripped my legs to stop me, clearly having reached his point. i climbed off and was quickly moved onto my back on the other side of the padded floor to have another guy all but pounce between my legs.

At this point Sire came over to me (from seemingly out of nowhere) and asked me to use my cunt. Once the guy behind me had finished i dutifully got back on all fours and took Sire’s cock in my mouth. To my utter surprise, i quickly felt a cock slid into my ass and my god it felt good. Sire must have known that the guy had done this, since my moans completely change in their sound when i have a cock there as oppose to my pussy. I used all i had to keep Sire’s cock in my cunt as the guy behind me pounded my ass hard. Within a few minutes i had Him like rock against my tongue. He whispered to me, asking me how things were going. i said good. He gave me a kiss before heading off again, leaving me to be pounded by the guy behind me.

The next however long it was is abit of a blur. It was just guy after guy after guy, some indulging just in my pussy, others in just my ass, some in both! (Note, still no orgasm!). Then the owner called that we’d be finishing up in around 20 or so minutes. i had energiser bunny come back to me for what i think was the fourth or fifth time. He had me on my side, one leg straight beneath him, my other up in the air. Another guy who had come back a few times (the first one to go my ass) helped him hold up my leg as he thrust deep into me, first my pussy before changing to my ass. He finished and let the guy who had been holding my leg get on and have a turn. He proceeded to do that same thing, though alot slower than the energiser bunny.

Then when he had finished i had the bunny lying beside me and asked me if i’d get ontop. Yet again i threw my leg over and felt him slid inside me as i found my rhythm. The other guy came up behind me and whispered in my ear if it was ok for him to go my ass at the same time. i nodded and soon had energiser thrusting away in my pussy, his hands gripping my hips and the other guy gripping my shoulders as he sank deeper and deeper into my ass.

This was my first ever double team and my god if felt different. They couldn’t quite get their rhythm together but the sensation of being almost completely filled was alittle unbearable. The guy in my ass finished and i climbed off the bunny to have a few moments of deep breathing. The guy who had been behind me came back in that time and all but pulled me on top. i chuckled as he told me i was such a good girl for such an awesome ride. He grabbed my hair and pulled me down to his face and asked if i wanted two cocks again. i nodded, having spotted energiser reapproaching from the corner of my eye. The guy beneath me quickly threw an arm over my shoulders and held me in place as energiser came up behind me.

To my utter surprise it wasn’t a cock that slid into me first, but three fingers and he pounded away at my ass with lightning speed. This combined with the cock thrusting deeper and deeper into my throbbing pussy sent me into a near frenzy, my moans quickly overtaking any noise in the room. Then, he slid his cock in and they found their rhythm and it was such an overwhelming sensation. i didn’t know who to grab, what to do. I was held firmly in place by the guy beneath me and i loved the restraint of it. They both finished seemingly together and when i climbed off and lay panting on the floor, my Master, having heard the final call for rounds, was infront of me and i knew it was nearly finished. I had wanted to have my Master last.

 i took Sire’s cock in my cunt again and got Him extremely hard before He pushed me back and slid into me. It felt so…right to have Sire thrusting into me after the multiple cocks i’d had pound me over the course of two or so hours.  It wasn’t fucking, it was love making and my moans were beautiful and sensual as they always are for my Master. He finished and i stood up with Sire as the prude finished as well and it became apparent it was over. The manager thanked everyone for attending and that pretty much that was a wrap people. Most of the guys filtered out to go dress, shower and whatever. Sire, kitten and i followed a few minutes after.

By the time we got to the locker room it was the two couples, Sire, kitten and me. Most of the guys were either showering or had left already. i went and showered quickly before heading back to the locker room and getting dressed. Now the regular couple had been absent throughout the whole thing and they came up and congratulated me on my double team as Sire and i dressed in the locker room. This quite surprised me as they both seemed quite impressed with the way i had handled myself. They dressed and asked if we’d meet them downstairs once they’d changed and what not. We agreed and hurried our dressing alittle.

i must say that while i was dressing there in that change room, the light coming through the cameo roof, a few naked men here and there and my Master lacing His shoes, i felt such a profound feeling of gratitude and love. That i had got to experience something that i had always wanted and never thought i could have; and i got to experience it with my Master, the man that i love. i was so grateful that i have found someone that i love, adore, respect and who ultimately understands me and my needs and vice versa who would do something like this for me.

To my amusement, at that moment the energiser bunny came into the room to dress as we were about to leave. He said hi and asked if this was my first time doing anything like this before. i said yes it was my first time with an all male gathering. My answer seemed to surprise him before Sire, kitten and i headed downstairs. As we waited for the other couple to come down, energiser came down, gave me a pat on the shoulder and a thank you to me as well as Sire (for sharing me) before heading up the road. It was at this point i explained the nickname to Sire and kitten. The guy just kept coming back and he could go and go and go. And rarely the same position twice. Out of all the guys he was the only one that got me relatively close to orgasming (not that i actually could orgasm or anything) and i do believe that the two guys i had last had the most rounds with me out of all of them.

To my disappointment i then asked Sire if He had enjoyed what else was there ( i didn’t expect my Master to come to a gang bang were another female was present and have to stay with me) and was told that the woman did absolutely nothing for Him and that He watched me for a majority of the time. At this i did feel quite guilty, as i had just been fucked 30+ times and double teamed twice and in essence all my Master had got was what i had given Him. Though He now agreed that the prude did resemble a ‘praying mantice’, which was my initial comment when i first saw her.

The other couple came down and i was again congratulated on my efforts. They were a husband and wife and were both quite impressed with my performance through the evening and had never seen a double team in real life. They asked if we wanted to go and grab a bite to eat. So we went up to get the car and came back to follow them. We bid kitten farewell at the train station before regrouping at McDonald’s with the young couple. We went in and got some food (after that much sex i was ravenously hungry) before settling into a table.

It became pretty obvious pretty quickly that my performance had well and truly grabbed their attention and they began to try and convince us to attend the first timers event at the same club the following night (this evening) which they would also be attending. We all discussed topics like why we play, day jobs and what not before we headed outside.

 It was freezing! (and i was still wearing a mini skirt!) and they soon invited us to sit in their car with them…because it was so cold. Sire took the back with the wife (who had some magnificent curves) and i took the front with the husband. We got talking about things some more and then they suggested we go for a drive. Sire and i said ok and off we went.

Then the suggestion changed to perhaps parking somewhere. Sire directed them to somewhere that He knew was a quiet area and i was asked if i’d get in the back with Sire and the wife. i all but jumped out of the car and went around to the back seat beside her. Sire took one side of her i took the other. i began to gently kiss her neck, my hand gripping her thigh as i felt her tense beneath my Master’s fingers as He began to work on her breasts. She turned to me and kissed me, hungrily as Sire pulled her beautifully shaped breasts from the confines of their bra and began to suckle them.

Sire called my name softly from across the car and i realised that He was holding one for me to suck. It was quite an odd sensation, to suck on such a magnificent breast and know that my Master was holding it for me there to do so. We soon had her stripped, her mouth on my Master’s cock as i teased and tormented her clit in ways that i know best, her husband’s fingers deep within my own throbbing pussy as he got himself off from the front seat. It really was not what i expected for the after effect of the evening.

Once we realised the time (around 12.30-1am), we all redressed and headed back to drop myself and Sire off at His car. We exchanged numbers with talk of dinner at our place at some point and possibly visiting the club again on a couples night before we bid them farewell and headed home. We talked alittle about the night’s events on the way home, Sire was quite amused/intrigued that i was unable to orgasm at all without His say so, but i began to doze off alittle in the car. The events of the evening had left me absolutely exhausted.

We got home and i dutifully stripped off and climbed into bed. Sire joined me not long afterwards and soon had me lying against Him, His fingertips so deliciously stroking my bare back, my moans quickly reappearing and catching in my throat.  He was ontop of me quicker than i expected, His appetite clearly heightened as i found it was the last time we shared. My legs held up around my head, it wasn’t long before i was pleading for permission to orgasm.

As the yes slid from my Master’s lips the orgasm that had been building since around 8.30 that evening (so a good few hours) unleashed and devoured my body and my senses like a starved child. My whole body felt as if it was vibrating against the bed, i could hear my heart pounding in my ears, the sound mingled with my Master’s groans, every part of my body pulsating! i thought i was going to go out of my mind. Then Sire flipped me and started again and i felt the orgasm stop dead and build again…quickly reaching breaking point i was pleading for permission again. Permission was again granted and it engulfed me again but with more veracity this time than previously.

Once Sire collapsed beside me, i kissed Him before rushing off to shower before i completely lost the use of my legs. The water afterwards felt so wonderful. i was beginning to feel sore now and extremely tired. i think i fell asleep the moment my head hit the pillow in the early hours of this morning, Sire was still out having His smoke. I slept heavy, my favourite way once my mind settled which was wonderful after it all.

i had alot of trouble waking up this morning. my eyes didn’t want to stay open and it took alot of coaxing from Sire to get me out of bed and in the shower. i looked well and truly fucked (no pun intended) and after catching sight of myself in the mirror asked permission to wear make up to hide just how exhausted i felt. Sire fuelled me up on His favourite NZ energy drink before dropping me off at work (i didn’t quite trust myself enough to drive).

i have since spent since around 9.30am this morning working on this post for all of you guys and dolls that follow me. So that you know what happened on what has long been a long awaited event for us all.

This whole experience i feel has bought me so much closer to my Master in a way i couldn’t possibly imagine. To know that He stood and watched while i had multiple men fuck me…and understand why i needed to experience that is just so touching to my very soul. My Master, my muse, my Sire is my male match…He understands my sexual nature and my sexual being and embraces it. i also understand his and embrace His in turn. We balance each other out perfectly which i never expected i would ever find. He knows i won’t stray. i have given Him all of myself. He owns me and as far as i’m concerned the bond and connection we have and share is deeper than any other i have ever known or heard of. I look forward to the day i can send out house slave to go and wake up our Master with their cunt while i make Him breakfast, or to watch Him take her from behind while she demonstrates to me the womanly pleasures i’ve been teaching.

We are ourselves, this is who we are. This is who we have always been…but have been unable to embrace it fully. my Master is Sire. i am missi. We are a pair. We are a match. We are in love. And we are both happier about this fact than we have ever been.

I hope you all enjoyed the post as much as i enjoyed writing it for you :)

missi

xxx

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    wonderful verbose recap...experiences. Thank
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    sexually romantic :3
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